I have alot to say.

Firstly, got back my results today. Wasnt that disappointed until the fact that I failed 2 subjects slowly digested into the little puny brain of mine. At first science was awesome, I started singing 'We are golden' hahah fuck, i gave up on science paper cause it was bloody hard and yeah. At the end of the day, i was thinking "eh quite bad ah, 2 failures" hahahah but whattheheck. Combined for me, that's an ofcourse. ;) (and im pretty sad that i might be seeing your face in the same class next year)

Secondly, i think people should stop judging. I know sometimes we rly cant help it but maybe you should learn how to keep your opinions to yourself,atleast. Harsh hateful opinions. They reflect a bad image on yourself cause apparently you're just pointing out others' flaws. Everyone has their different characters and you, should accept them eventhough you think it's such a despicable character. I'm just saying this cause I feel the need to.

Thirdly, being the bad person is not good. Especially when your friend is the one who'd made you the bad person, instead of herself. It's okay sometimes to just go along with it but it gets rly..........unpleasant when other people are dragged into the matter. (i just hate the fact that you're so fucking influential) When you talk and negotiate with others on how you strongly think that she is this and that, you brainwash them. You always do. So now I'm the victim eh.

Stay strong you'd say, but I dont know if I can. I'm learning not to care about -. I'm learning to destroy the expectations that the - have on me. I'm learning to let it go. I'm learning to know what's good for me (and my high blood pressure). Dont make me lose it, sucker.

Lastly, it's just a natural thing for me to hate you. Cause you hate us. And how fake can you become, bitch?! Eventhough I dont talk to you anymore, I know what you do and i despise it. You survive in this world thanks to your bitchiness and your thick-skinnedness, am i right? I'll see when you'll finally admit the fact that your life is a shithole with your idiotic denials and fairytales and fake dreams and ohmy i cant continue cause it's going to be a long list of horrible hilarious crap. Oh ya, you're just like that; horrible hilarious crap. You're nonsensical.

I think I have more to say but I better stop before this becomes a hate post. I hate myself for this. Bye.