Omg before anything, look at this :)

Back from kampung and it wasnt that good except for some things which i dont rly have the mood to elaborate now. So i shall just make this quick.

I fucking hate having to impress people. 

I fucking hate it when you ask me not to be me, just to make yourself look good.

You dont know what polite is cause the way you treat me isnt anywhere near it.

I feel damn useless. 

I feel like a zero (while you feel like a hero).

And sometimes I cant help feeling that nobody cares about me.

I'm a screwed up kid, thanks to you. Thanks to you two.

//

On the other hand, 

I've been thinking alot these past few days and I've settled things out with my mind. 

Not planning to tell anyone what's on my mind now but you'll figure it out soon huh.

Have fun friends. I'm going to mia for awhile.

Am going to transform into the anti social me for....this december. 

Haha goodnite.