When I grow up, I dont think I'll ever be a role model.

I have such a bad discipline and I cant really change myself into a better and an useful person in this, world.

I'm a waste. My brain's up to no use cause apparently, I dont use my brain most of the time. Life is unfair, well I agree hands down. But there's still hope. I wish there's more faith in each and every one of us. That will make this whole place a.....better place. Right, ramizah.

I give up, i'm not trying anymore. I'm letting things be the way it'll be. I'm not going to try to make people believe (in) me anymore. I'll just shut my bloody mouth up cause you said it yourself, I'm full of crap. (Thanks, you've woke me up from my wonderful sexy sleep.)

I realise people are the ones changing other people. It's easy, you do/say something to a person and that person will change, even if it's a little bit. Our bodies dont function that easily. Every day you change, without you realising it. It's just the same as "everyday i learn something new -wink-". Tadah. Life's interesting baby.

I've met so many people in my life and being close to some of them might be a fucking mistake but I just have to accept the fact that they, regardless of how bitchy and mean they've been, have played a part in my life. 

This is one of the days when I actually think and realise that I hate myself.