It's very sad to know that even your family members dont accept you. How they claim they love you and all but its obvious that they doubt you so much. I know I'm not worth the trust, the pride. Cause what can anybody see in me? I think I'm supposed to live in the dumps and be a hippie.
As life goes on, it gets harder to know yourself, who you truly are. I think I lost it. I lost myself. But what can I do to find myself back. The problem with me is that, not that i dont care about life, i just dont bother changing how my life is now.
Cant believe how useless i am in this world.