I dont understand whats the point of living. I'm not trying to being suicidal now, because of exams(/promotions) but i'm just curious. Sure, everyone has their ways of living their own lives but I dont see the purpose of me living right now. I'm like a living zombie under the control of the government, the adults older than us teenagers. We are like slaves, working hard to achieve our...goals? Hell to that cause my goal in life is to be happy and studying is not in my Happy List.

I know we have no choice, I know after writing this bullshit, i'm still going to study or do homework or go to school or listen to smart adults. Education is important. Yea yea~ So is our health, happiness, family, friends, religion. I dont see why Education's the main thing now. It has secretly taken over everything and we, teenagers as usual dont have any rights to change it. And as we grow old, what do we need to gain the authority to "change the world"? The brains.

You know what, I wanna be a camp instructor when I grow up. I want to change the lives of the depressed kids. I want to be the one who motivates them to live the life just like how they want to. I want to teach them how to have fun. I want to show them the beauty of this world, and not the ugly side. I want to help them break free from all this shit i'm facing now. I just want to change people's lives, even if its a bit.

Life sucks out the life in us.

Got to keep fighting.