Being a child. So carefree and happy.
I used to get so happy when my fam decided to go to the nearby park just to cycle/walk around. I used to be so excited when my fam goes to the mama shop near our previous house
I used to be so happy over the littlest things, you know.
But now it's so hard for me to stop thinking negatively when i'm down/angry. When i'm at my lowest, I stay there for quite long cause i'm stubborn liddat. Sucks eh to be me~ I hate myself to the core sometimes. Cause I cant believe how i'd be wasting my time fussing over "small" things. Yet i still fuss over them. What a crazy stupid gal ey
Blf once said I tend to get angry instead of upset. It's true, i realise. I dont know how I do it but yea somehow i'll get angry at myself/anyone instead of like crying/wailing/tearing HAHA. Sigh what to do~
Dah la bye~