We will never ever be anything but loud.

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Not in a good mood right now. I'm going to type a little nonsense here before getting some booze to get rid of this awful feeling. Joking.

I wonder why some people who are obviously smarter than me are just so rude. Even i know basic manners. I mean like, after someone tries to cheer me up/talk sense into me, i say thanks even if it didnt help. You know i really cant stand fucking emotional people. I know we should accept people's weaknesses and what fuck shit but i have limits. This may sound childish but i think i'd never be close to anyone younger than me other than minin. Yea, it is so troublesome and difficult for me. I dont understand "kids", i hate "kids". Yea that's me, if you still have not known that.

I'm a loser for allowing your past to ruin my night. I feel inferior. Yea, inferior cause i think i'm not that great. I know you think highly of me but it's not wrong to doubt myself right. It's just part of.....my menses. I am trying my best to get rid of this feeling. Trying hard.

Half of my heart's gotta a grip on the situation

Half of my heart takes time