hockey:

i'm still rusty thanks to a week w/o hockey sigh bdiv is so damn near training intensity gna increase the frequency too ive got to stay strong physically mentally miss my team mates who are overseas now really miss them cause i feel so incomplete and omg not to forget the competitiveness i hate it man it's me and my batch's last year but i dont even feel like its our season. Fuck that seriously... okay enough of the complainings on a brighter note, match with stc was good. we survived, sofia theo haha~

dikir:

hmm where do i start eh? okay firstly i'm stressed out and scared for production, this i have to say honestly. I still have difficulty switching roles. Like i have to do 2 things at one time, everytime. Sometimes more than 2 things and i'm trying my best not to get frustrated and pissed, seriously. & when i get disappointed, i get angry and i cant help that. I'm a sucker i know. However, everyone has limits and when i feel that people are not giving their best, i will ask myself if i deserve those shit. I dont know if i'm thinking too much or just being realistic. This week's the last week of december alr and production is like on feb. People will mia when school starts and i'm afraid i will too because of bdiv '11. Fuck i'm rly unhappy please let tmr be good and kids, please enlighten me.

i dont even want to think of studies haha gave up. Right now john mayer has stopped calming me down cause hes not singing to me anymore and i'm gna watch big bang theory bye see you tmr.