Yes you're perfect to me. I'm not saying this because i want to be cheesy and mushy. But because i mean it and i want you to know my thoughts and feelings about you.

You're the first to care so much about me and to take care of me like i'm your precious jewel or diamond. I feel very loved whenever i'm around you. You give me that happy feeling, that satisfied feeling which reminds me that my life is complete with you. We do fight at times but not really often right. We always tell ourselves that We're good. Way better than fine.

Maybe I dont really say this to you but I really appreciate what you've done for me so far. You've risked so many things for me like getting into trouble with your parents and school too yknw. You've risked your life cause of me too huh hahaha like jaywalking etc haha :p I'm sorry i put you in danger at times. But you should know i had felt extremely bad then. I'll still continue giving you heart attacks with or without knowing haha :)

You know how i feel especially bad when you get me stuffs that are like so expensive or treat me to like awesome things (for eg, today's shoulder massage at kenko). I dont know how i can repay your kindness and generosity. Really. I cant afford those expensive things youve bought for me so far and i think i owe my life to you. Youve told me before that my presence means the most to you and all i can do to make up for all the money you had spent on me is to be there for you, to give you my love.

However, i dont give you my love just to make up to all the money you spent on me. I give you my love cause I think you deserve it. You deserve to feel loved, to be loved. I know you'll never stop complaining and criticising yourself. I know you'll always find fault in yourself. I hope by now you know that whenever i mention how others dont have the nice looks, i dont even think of whether you have that similar characteristics. And i hope by now you also know that whatever ugly characteristics that others have are not ugly on you. All i see in you is perfection. I swear.

For next 5 months, we'll keep being strong like how we've always been and be patient when we face difficulties/misunderstandings/jealousy/anger/arguments/pms haha. I know we can do this.

I love you, blackface. I really do.