
Yknw, i dont even think that i'm living my life right now. Everything's a routine, a chore. I find no joy in studying, who does anw? But succumbing to the social norm, i must. Be a dedicated student who directly gain knowledge from the higher authority/highly educated parties. Isnt it a pain?
Having no power over your own life. Letting school absorb the life out of you.
I feel so weak.