I'm easily affected by my thoughts and this is gna kill me one day.
I wish i was smart enough to convince myself that i'm actually smart. Right now, despite the unexpectedly good Olvl results, i feel like a horrible student. Its back to the feeling i got during sec 3-4.... :/ n what the fuck its just the start of term 2 of year 1 in jc. I cant start off feeling so damn unmotivated.
I cant.
So y cant this feeling go away. I cant just let one fucking horrible test determine the mindset i'm gna have. I cant....
I cant.
Lets try, Ramizah. Try to bring yourself up n face it.