Since the start of day 1, I knew, I had the gut feeling that You, were going to change my life. Turn it upside down, turn it to something worth living for. You were the one who changed me. Entirely. Before your arrival, life was hell and i was often depressed. You knew, did'nt you?

But of all people, it was fated for me to comfort you. I was'nt the weak one anymore, You needed me. And I was there. I showered you with love, care and concern, just like how a newborn needs them. You did the same to me too, without a doubt. Falling in love, we were on cloud nine, weren't we?

Watching each other grow up and going through different phases, that's what we've been doing. I enjoy every single nanosecond with you. Just the sight of you makes me happy - this I've told you countless times. Right now, I feel quite overwhelmed with all our memories rushing through my head. I would never be able to list everything out cause the list would be endless, dont you agree?

But you should know, I keep all of them sweet memories dearly in my heart. You and I, we were amazing.

You, you, you, you are extraordinary. I dont usually use that word but it fits so perfectly with you. You're not a typical girl to me. You are so special in your own ways that I feel enchanted whenever I'm around you (eventhough i dont really show it cause i'm bad with expressing myself). You give off a specific, significant aura that makes me helplessly attracted to you. I love it. I love every single bit of you.

But

You, Blackface/Chubbs and the many more names I've called you, are the angel whom I'm forbade of loving, of marrying (oh i would surely marry you in the future, if i could).

Still....
Why?
Why can't I accept the fact that we can never be the same again, in the presence of limitations/restrictions? I don't want you treat me differently. Am I being selfish in wanting that? I just cant live with us treating others differently. Thinking of it just sparks off the tears like automatically.

Nevertheless, I want you to know that I'll always be there for you. I'll always always be there for you, showering you with love, care and concern just like how I did when it all started. You, you're something I can't let go of. You are too precious.

Lastly, I love you.