I want the best for you. I really do.
No matter what, it's best if you move on first. Cause I dont ever want to leave you behind.

But now that you've moved on, I feel the pinch. Fuck that, not a pinch, a blow.
A punch in the stomach. A stab in the heart.
When you say I should let things out/should let you know.... I think of the consequences of that.
If you were to know how much pain I'm feeling, You'd feel guilty wont you?

Then what's the point?

The purpose of moving on is to get rid of the pain. If I were to tell you the problems I have with how you're moving on, it would defeat the purpose of you moving on.

Therefore, the only things I should be allowed to say to you are words of happiness, positivity, hope.
Right now, I'm devoid of that.

So should we talk still? Should we be friends still?
Or should I fight my feelings and stay strong for the sake of our friendship?