if Ignorance is really bliss.

Right now, my mind's not exactly at peace.
Firstly, I hate checking the mail. The bombarding of work by teachers of all subjects just makes me so damn stressed and worked up. I dont want to behave like an ordinary teenager complaining about School/Life but maybe the people up there should care more about our (the younger generation) well being. Success is not everything in Life, is it? Why must we work so damn hard for it? Happiness is what we exactly need to fight for. Well that's what I think. (&we're all gonna die anyway)
Which brings me to the next contributing factor as to why I'm ranting on this fucking page.
They say Happiness comes within. One creates their own source of happiness. How we see things shapes our mindset and hence if we choose to see the depressing side of Life, we mould ourselves into those emotional pessimistic people whom others are annoyed with.
But fuck, when shits are being thrown in your face, what the fuck do you do?
Ignore and continue smiling when the stench is killing you?
Or fucking wipe the shits off?
The latter, I suppose?
I am trying.


Call me selfish but I want to be happy. Usually, I'm happy when I'm loved. Yeap, fucking pathetic I know.
That's just how I am. A pathetic pile of shit.